How did we get to this part, like really? it is funny how things just suddenly change without warning. for some reason you realize that you have lost a part of her that you may never get back. everything has changed from the way she looks at you to the way she calls out your name, how you cuddle up on the bed and now at different ends. how your kisses made her weak and now she cant stand the taste of your lips. you wish you could rewind it to that night the tension started and erase all of it. too many second chances and you have used them up. how did you lose her??? one moment you wish the time you are spending with her never ends and the next you are desperately praying time flies to a new day. it took her two weeks to fall in love with you and you did not do anything to enable that happen, so you don't believe you can lose that same love by doing anything and its the same nothing you ended up with, her feeling nothing.
She was supposed to be the one, the girl that would make you fall in love, the one you would drop all your acts for to become something better. She was supposed to be the love of your life; she was supposed to be girl of your dreams. She was suppose to carry your heart safely inside hers, she was suppose to get all your love and give you more in return. The same person you would give everything up for without thinking twice, the girl you brag to your friends about and get the love of your family for. The girl you take to the movies and wouldn't mind crying in front of her if you saw a movie that was emotional.
She was the idea of a perfect relationship even when you were certain that no such thing as perfection exist. You planned a lifetime with her and never considered spending time without having her in your life.
You still have her in your life.. not for always, just on borrowed time and that just fucking sucks! THE END!
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